June 29, 2004


I'm in such a weird mental state at the moment that I can't even write an entire, coherent entry. So here's a list of the thoughts swimming through my head.

- I want to be anywhere but here.
- Apathy is an uncomfortable emotion for me.
- Something is missing in my life. But I have no idea what it could be.
- My day would have been better if I had just slept through it.
- How can I expect anyone else to believe in me, when I can't even believe in myself?
- Despite the many good people I know (online and off) I am still losing the little faith I have in humanity.

Hopefully all these thoughts will be gone when I wake up tomorrow. That's usually how it works with me.